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24 January 2008
- Let's walk away, seperately.
I don't know why but I suddenly feel it's okay to drift away. To let it all go, and not look back. It's not just a matter of pain in the heart, it's physically too. I feel like dropping everything in my hands and walk away. I feel so alone, so empty. You know the feeling gets even more when you're surrounded by amazing people but you never really feel that you're connecting on a true, personal level? You're only connecting on the surface basis, not sharing some of the most intimate things you could. It wasn't just a feeling that grew overnight. It's been quite some time. I could say I don't mind, or I won't force you, but I am still human - I still feel ... slighted. I don't know why I'm feeling this way. I smile, laugh, joke .. But who knows what's going on deep inside. I'm a really confused girl. Do I really seem like I don't care? Like if every single time I just laugh it off when I get hurt, does it really mean that I'm not affected to you? There's tons of time I just laugh it off. For the sake of not spoiling the mood, for the sake of understanding truly what is the meaning of jokes. I'm going to be strong. For like Ernie said, at the end of it all, All you have is yourself for the A's.There's no one you can count on. And for my friend who reads my blog but doesn't tag cos he thinks that I forgot to put my tagboard, haha this updateeeeeeee is for you. Chey, tak ah, but yeah I updated! |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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